Today is....... hmmm...

Today, finally (after a long-long time), I post something on my journal. Not something important, just a piece of mind that I have.

I work like always in my small but comfort & private office. There is nothing wrong with it actually except some unfair things. There is one of General Manager at my company who works again after take a whole week holiday. She asked me to came to her office to ask some question that obviously she already know about it. Not only that, she told me that I was wrong when the truth is she was the one who misunderstood about something. But what can I say? She is my GM & I cann't say anything except "I understand". I thought that problem was already over but she called my senior too! Even she called my boss. Oh God... I don't know how to react anymore.. I mean, this is just a small problem (actually there is nothing wrong happen.This just a missunderstand matter!) but she over react!

I know I'm just 23 years old & she is 30+. She already has more experience at work than me. But shouldn't she more professional than me? Fortunately, that's not a big deal for me but I feel dissapointed somehow. My respect for her dissapear in no time... Huh... I miss my childhood time.. T__T

Now, I just back to my work after have a great lunch with KFC, XD. Maybe I will have a spagetti & a little burger for my snack time *snicker*. I hope everything gonna be ok until I go back home later... *pray*

(need to write & listening music, plus read somehow, :( )

Life is weird... or is it me?..

Life is weird... really-really weird.... Sometimes, we want to live as a good people but another time, we want to live whatever we want without being restrict by the rules.... We want a freedom as much as we can have.. like a bird which is always fly on the sky without any worries.

Sometimes, world looks so beautiful until we feel very-very grateful to the God but another time, world looks so sucks until we will give up and want to retired from being a human... Is that 'just' mean we only feel bored?.. Bored with our rutine as a human?...

Everyday, we always do the same thing from time to time. Student = study, Employee = work, Housewife = take care of her fam & house. There is no adventure like the advertising always told to us, "Life is an adventure!". Adventure like what? We have so many problem in our life. Is that what you called "an adventure"?...

Or maybe... the one who fault is us? God create earth, human with a good intention but everything go wrong when we fall to the sin. We, as a human, cann't take care our world like what God tell us to do. So everything turn bad and weird... I hope this doesn't make me crazy... I feel confused, beside feel weird and bad, T__T..