After had a lot of work (not wanting to remember about a piles of files, some~disturbing~emails, late breakfast & lunch plus disturbing people, T___T) last week, finally I can have my precious holidayyyy!!! Yayyy!!!! <3 <3.
I feel so happy & excited about it, just only to realized that I didn't have any plan at all for this holiday, (ToT). Stupid me! My last week was spend by extra-extra job from my senior & my bos! That's really wasted!! 0(`?´#)0
But then, I thought that It will be wasting my holiday If I just feel sorry about this and didn't enjoy it fully! \(^_^)/. So this holiday's theme is about rest, peace & food! (^3^)v =3. So when my friend asked me to sleep over at her house yesterday with another friends, I answered it in 5 seconds with "Yes!". She said, "wow! that's really fast! What's wrong with u?", I just "Ho3x", Xp.
So yesterday, became an awesome day on my earlier holiday. We cooked, ate, chit-chat, went shopping together. So much fun for such a simple plan! XD.
But then, I remember something. I missed my home, my fam & especially, my Lj!(;_;). I cann't life without them! Make me feel confused sometimes.. Why we always have two parts of thinking? I feel happy about gathering with my best friends but I keep thinking about my home, my fam & Lj. Hmmm.. maybe that's natural for us, as a human, to feel hesitate, uncertain, etc. (That's mean I cann't be separated from Lj even just one day!! >:), LoL. That's Lj for u, :p)
After my bf pick me up from my friend's house, we went to The supermarket to bought some groceries & hurry back to my home. And now, I'm already here, in front of my compie, smile contently, (^0^).
Unfortunately, my lil' sister isn't here. She has some activities from church for three days, make me missed her so much! (especially after I have a plan to hug her tightly when I got home, T___T). So I just sit quietly, write my journal, hug my cow (just a doll from game center yesterday, XD) plus eat my pocky, (~___~).
I hope tomorrow will be better than today *waiting patiently for Pirate of carribean new movie* (;-_-)=3. And have a nice day for all of u guys, <3
The things I like... (^___^)v
I like it when.....
* I can patted my~wild~own cat's head
* I can feel the night breeze on my face (it's scent too!! >.<)
* I can eat pocky & make sound "Po-ki...Po-ki..." continuously
* I hear & smell the scent of rain
* I can see the cloudy sky from my window
* I can write without any "pause"
* I can listening my favourites songs & sing it at the same time
* I walk slowly on the way to my home & keep staring at moon on the sky
* I can hear that "person" piano's play which always cheer me up
* I can spend all day at my house
* I can play & laughed together with my two lovely sisters
* I can eat delicious food without hear, "Hey, stop! You already eat too much!" :p
* I can lay on my bed with my pii & my Kou beside me, :) *suddenly miss them, T___T*
* My precious things still there & still in good condition
* I can make everyone smile, :)
* I can have a whole~week~holiday, nyaa!! <3
* I can patted my~wild~own cat's head
* I can feel the night breeze on my face (it's scent too!! >.<)
* I can eat pocky & make sound "Po-ki...Po-ki..." continuously
* I hear & smell the scent of rain
* I can see the cloudy sky from my window
* I can write without any "pause"
* I can listening my favourites songs & sing it at the same time
* I walk slowly on the way to my home & keep staring at moon on the sky
* I can hear that "person" piano's play which always cheer me up
* I can spend all day at my house
* I can play & laughed together with my two lovely sisters
* I can eat delicious food without hear, "Hey, stop! You already eat too much!" :p
* I can lay on my bed with my pii & my Kou beside me, :) *suddenly miss them, T___T*
* My precious things still there & still in good condition
* I can make everyone smile, :)
* I can have a whole~week~holiday, nyaa!! <3
Heart saver from God & my lovely~wild~cat, :)
Today, I was so down coz I did some mistake in my piano lesson. Not like another day, Sensei really-really mad at me until his expression changed. Make me didn't want to see his face. I was so afraid that he scream at me. Sensei said my fingers so tensed & cann't relaxed. How can I be so relaxed if he keeps stared at me & my fingers? (T___T). Then, my mind gone blank *stupid me!* and cann't read some note. I was panicked.
I know that I wasn't at stage yet but only from his stare, I feel so small & cann't play anything. I tried to comfort myself & did my best but I still no good. He felt dissappointed & told me to practice more and more. I just quiet, didn't answer anything. I just think how can I divided my brain & focus to all of my activities at the same time?....
So I went home & feel despair (plus tired) somehow. But then, something happen! From out of nowhere, my wild~own~cat came to my balcony & "Miauw..Miauw" to me like a pet usually do when they want some attention from their master. I patted her head like usual & she keeps "Miauw...miauw" to me. She kept staring at me, exactly at my eyes (like she wants to say something) for a few minutes long. Make my heart feel warmth somehow and got my self courage again. She cheer me up & saved me with her own ways. Not only her, her kitten came too (even just look at me beside her mom, :p). She walked around me & stroke her head on my legs.
Really, I believe that God send me that little & lovely angel to cheer me up & accompany me until I feel ok. Thx God for Ur lovely "gift" & thank's to my sweet~wild~own cat, <3.
I will try again with my best effort, :)
I know that I wasn't at stage yet but only from his stare, I feel so small & cann't play anything. I tried to comfort myself & did my best but I still no good. He felt dissappointed & told me to practice more and more. I just quiet, didn't answer anything. I just think how can I divided my brain & focus to all of my activities at the same time?....
So I went home & feel despair (plus tired) somehow. But then, something happen! From out of nowhere, my wild~own~cat came to my balcony & "Miauw..Miauw" to me like a pet usually do when they want some attention from their master. I patted her head like usual & she keeps "Miauw...miauw" to me. She kept staring at me, exactly at my eyes (like she wants to say something) for a few minutes long. Make my heart feel warmth somehow and got my self courage again. She cheer me up & saved me with her own ways. Not only her, her kitten came too (even just look at me beside her mom, :p). She walked around me & stroke her head on my legs.
Really, I believe that God send me that little & lovely angel to cheer me up & accompany me until I feel ok. Thx God for Ur lovely "gift" & thank's to my sweet~wild~own cat, <3.
I will try again with my best effort, :)
