A Successful for this week! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Yay, yay, yay! . Finally, I can through this week with smile & feel grateful everyday!!! Banzaiii for me!  (ノ￣ー￣)ノ. Really, I feel proud to myself when this week ended. I kept telling myself & repeat to my mind that I cann't lose from everything that made me sad, miserable, angry & down. I'm happy doing my hobbies, ate a lot of delicious foods & play games to my heart content
So that's it! With this cheerful & happy feelings, I feel like to write ~diary like~ post. Let's begin with some photos, shall we?

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 1. This top was my outfit for yesterday (a.k.a Saturday). I bought this coz my coworkers choose it for me. They kept telling me that this cute top was suitable for me (yeah with my small body ). For the bottom, I used white jeggings to match the top. Yeah, comfortable, feminine yet lovely. That's why I choose it for a nice & semi formal dinner, （￣ー￣）.
2. A Rib Eye.........(-_-)ゞ゛ *think*... Hawaian err... Steak!  . I forgot It's long name (T___T). Yeah, I think that was A Rib Eye Hawaian Steak. We had dinner at this cozy & calm restaurant named Q SmokeHouse . The steak was delicious! Really! Eventhough, I don't like meat (what the!??? ━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━) but this steak was success to make me drooling & hungry in no time. I gave this 10/10!
3. I bought this three boxes of cookies with different flavor for snack at Collete & Lola. The pink one is almond which is I love, The orange box is chocolate biscuit with a coffee cream (that's why it has a bitter taste! >.<), The last one which is green, is a round biscuit with pistachio inside & coated with snow sugar. I hope I can take some photos to show u guys what the snack looks like at each box but... yeah, we finished all in a second! Gomenn
4. This was a cord holder. As u can see from the pic above, I bought domo (on the right) last month. It's very useful to me that's why I decided to buy another one. But I choose different model from the first. I bought this rilakkuma (on the left) when I went to the market today. It's not expensive and cute too! The price is about $ 2 for one package.
5. Jeng! Jeng! Jeng! Jeng! I'm very happy to bought this new cooking knife! Hahahaa (Don't know why ). Maybe because I love to cook. I got excited to buy a new knife & went to Ace Hardware immediately, LoL. I choose this long knife so I can used it for everything I want to cook. Yeah actually, my first plan was I bought this sharp knife to cut some sushi roll but u know, woman, we buy something that can be use for everything!  XD
6. Haha, this was the result after I bought that new cooking knife. Beside that, I want to try to cut it without any failed! With a new weapon knife! . I used tsukini, tamagoyaki, smoked beef & crab stick for the filling. My lovely sis tasted it before she go. She said it was delicious & want to take it as a bento for her & her friend, hahaha. But I didn't let it, I thought it's not VERY delicious like she think. I didn't want she got ridiculed by her friend if they thought it wasn't good enough. So yeah... I quite satisfied with the result, know my fam love it, It's enough for me, .

Really, this week was fabulous! I love it when everything going smoothly & simple! . It's thanks to my God for every Gifts that He gave to me. I can smile everyday from my heart with a grateful feelings. I thought there wasn't any other thing that can be compared to this happines. Thank's God for everything .  Now, It's time to prepare myself to fight for another week.
 

My Biggest Effort to through this week! ლ(ಠ_ಠლ)

At my last post, I already said that I will try to feel grateful everyday & give the best smile for everyone. But yeah, Life is full of surprise & I began to pushed myself to the end to through this week! It was began with my job. I came to my office with my truly & big smile (It's not weird for the others coz I usually smile to them) . I was happy with my job. It's hard but I love to learn something new & proud with it if I can finish it without any problem. But this matter, so far from I imagine. Somehow, I was responsible for something that didn't included in my job desk.  Yes, I had been asked by VP to help him & happy to help but after I finished it, He kept calling me to help him eventhough I had my own work to do. And it's hell a lot than what he asked me to help. To make it short, finally I refused to help coz I had my own responsibility to do.
Guess what? As stubborn as he is, he still called me to help him. So in the end, I did two works at the same time. In my heart, I always said so many times, "Don't worry. U can do it! If He gives that to u, that means u can do it". Buuuuuuuuuuut, that's reality for u. I got depressed day by day until I felt so stressed. And It's harder for me to smile everyday, I try it, still! In the end, I got this feeling told me, "why must u lied to urself? Smiling when u want to crying? That's sad...". But yeah, me with stubborn~didn't want to get weak~mind, kept trying so hard to fullfil my promise *stupid me*.
Until (yeah like father like daughter), I had a fight with my dad just because I want the best for him. I love my fam so much. I want they always bless with happiness. He thought that I never understand him. His health was weaken & I try to make him life as healthy as he can but he didn't care about that. Even he ate some dish that was forbidden for him. How must I react about that? Especially after I stressed so much from my job, came home to rest & found him like that. Like a volcano ready to erupt! . I feel sad, dissappointed & angry.
And yeah (like there is no end for me), I got another problem from my bf. He made me feel so dissappointed. Oh God... at that time, I forgot my promise completely. Really, I just went to my room, cried in the silence until my tears was dry & asked to myself why this thing must happen when I tried so hard. After that, I sat at my bed. Blanked completely in mind, staring to nowhere & didn't have any appetite at all! *shoot!*. I felt so damn useless then got sicked for a day. Doctor said my blood pressure got so low & something wrong with my gastric. I got one day long to rest beside think, think & think. I asked to my God why even my simple wish cann't be true. I asked myself, "am I going to lose?". Really, "heart broken" from ur beloved people was hard to heal. It needs 1 day long for me to stand up & decided to try my best (again! ).
God always loves "His children" so He gives help with His own way. I tried to back to my promise again. I left my problems behind & hang out with my best girlfriends. And like, the door opened itself, my bf picked me up to settle our problem (eventually, he said he didn't think about our problem & picked me up to had a nice dinner together. He was worried when I was sicked & want to make me eat happily. That's why he took me to this nice Japanese restaurant.Thank u so much my dear). So I'm happy again!
Yeah, maybe later I will meet the same problem or maybe more bad or nothing will happen? I don't know. I just through my life day by day & kept told myself to be grateful, hehe. Enough with my rumble (maybe :p), I will give u guys this delicious food pic which made me fly to heaven in a second! :3. See u guys next time!     

Thank's to God for this quiet & peaceful week! (´ ▽｀).。ｏ♥

Hehe like the title above, Somehow this week really really really peacefulll!! (eventhough, day by day I got busy with my job but that doesn't mean I cann't be grateful for all of My God's blessing). There wasn't any weirdos in my contacts, big problem in life, I can eat delicious food, My dear didn't annoyed me,  I can read so many beautiful books & I can watched Itsjudylife, bubzbeauty & pewdiepie everyday! So yeah, I can told everyone that I'm happy this week!! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°
Haha, such a simple life but I'm totally happy with this kind of life. I know I'm not rich, not pretty like any artist in the world or even too smart to begin with. But God gives me the best things I ever had = warmth & simple fam, my weird~funny but kindhearted~ dear, my lovely~always be there~ best friends, my funny~serious yet friendly & family like~coworkers & life to always wake up on the next day and be with my beloved people around me, (｡◕‿◕｡).
Life still hard but I try to feel grateful everyday & give the best smile for everyone. Thank u so much God, really! U're the best in my life!  (｡♥‿♥｡)

(This is maybe the shortest post that I ever made but really, this post was made with happiness in my heart. I cann't even stop smiling when I typed this post haha, stupid me. But this means I feel really grateful & happy without any big & happy occasion happen to me. I love my ordinary & simple life!)