Today's new
Today, I've got a new hair model, yay!! Finally, T___T after have a lot mind about it and choose a good time... But I fell a little dissapointed with my new pony.. It's like I don't have it at all!! OMG!! I feel bad and shame about it. I hope everything still gonna be okay and they don't talk about me...
Today's work (It's very... very tired!)
Today, I just went to work like usual. But, today's work is really...really...really tireeeeeeeeed, (T__T). I feel pain and hurt from all of my body. Like I have been punched or have a big fight with someone... So, after this, I want to take a rest for some hour then, I will continue my 'other work' like usual.
Beside that tired works, actually today can classified as a happy day, little... I ate together with my coworker, siska, bought something that I want and bought a present for my two sisters, a cute strap hanphone. I hope they will like it....
The most important thing for today resolution is I still feel grateful about everything I have been through and can said Thank's to my God from the bottom of my heart. I feel so tired, my physically of course but somehow, deep down my heart and mind, I feel peace and warm... Like "I can do it anything!"... Hmm... maybe I too positive thinking lately.. But that's a good thing, I think...
Today is fabulous!
Today is amaaaaaaaaziiiing!! Hmm, even in the morning i have crying a little bit, ha3x. But, after work, my happiness grew more and more, XD~. I can play play piano until 5 pages!! and when I came home, I have a dinner with delicious vegetables!! Yay!! Maybe my friend is right that I must forgive myself and open myself too. So I can recieve bless and happiness that God gives to me. Thank u so much God for today!! Love U, <3
Today's happiness
Today, I feel happy for gathering with my fam, have a dinner together, have a little chit chat. I just feel this is maybe what God gives to me. Maybe, I must recollect everthing that I have been decided for a long time and make sure that if this one what God wants and that one what God doesn't want me to do...
I will start everything again and walk in His way. I must bring a happiness to my family and my best friend. That's an important duty for me now as a human. I will try again and don't give up to my miserable thing. I will trust to "there's a will, there's a way" things... Bless me God...
Today's entertainment
Today, I don't know why my feelings like become a different way every minute I breath. When I have a problem with one of my coworkers, I feel so sad but I still can bear it. But, when he calls me and I hear his voice, I feel like I want to cry even I don't know why I became like that. I don't want to hear his voice so much until I feel his voice is killing me slowly... killing my mental, my heart, my feelings.....
My breath like stop in one minute! OMG... Fortunately, I can manage myself in some minutes and can come back to my work again. Thank u so much God for this... After that, I decided to 'turn off' my feelings again. I close the door to my heart closely until I cann't feel anything and it's work!!
I can be happy again and begin to make some plan to hang out with my friend. So after work, I went to Gajah Mada mall with my friend, mina. In that mall, we have a dinner at Yang To Fu (my favourite restaurant for now, :D), went to the pet shop to look so many cute animals!! and then, eat oreo and vanilla pancake at coppacoffee. Makes me always happy all the time!!
Then, we come back to her home to have a little chit-chat and take a rest. A while later, her sister came back from her work and ask us to went to the Giant supermarket with her. I think there is something I want to buy too. So we went to that supermarket and bought everything we need. Then at 21.00, we went home to our home. And now, I'm here, come back to my compie and write to my dear diary for today's activity, :).
My breath like stop in one minute! OMG... Fortunately, I can manage myself in some minutes and can come back to my work again. Thank u so much God for this... After that, I decided to 'turn off' my feelings again. I close the door to my heart closely until I cann't feel anything and it's work!!
I can be happy again and begin to make some plan to hang out with my friend. So after work, I went to Gajah Mada mall with my friend, mina. In that mall, we have a dinner at Yang To Fu (my favourite restaurant for now, :D), went to the pet shop to look so many cute animals!! and then, eat oreo and vanilla pancake at coppacoffee. Makes me always happy all the time!!
Then, we come back to her home to have a little chit-chat and take a rest. A while later, her sister came back from her work and ask us to went to the Giant supermarket with her. I think there is something I want to buy too. So we went to that supermarket and bought everything we need. Then at 21.00, we went home to our home. And now, I'm here, come back to my compie and write to my dear diary for today's activity, :).
Oreo & Vanilla pancake
A new one... A new me..
Today, i just begin a new day for myself. I wake up in the morning with a light heart and a smile in my face. I have never been like this almost two months ago. Maybe it because I never throw up everything I have like this, forgive myself, back to my God and let's a new one flow with me... So, I feel a little excited when i walk around the way to my office. When I arrive at my office I have a delicious breakfast which make my heart feel more happier than it was! XD~. So, after that I ready to work with a new 'strenght', ha3x.
Fortunetly, today there is no problem at my office. We (me and my coworkers) just work and have a little chit-chat peacefully. Sometimes, we laugh together and listening music. What a happy day today!! Thx God, :)
And now, I already at my home sweet home and ready to take a bath for a few minutes later. Don't forget to continue my writing after take a bath, ho3x
Today's will
Today... i don't go to work like usually coz i get hurt on my stomach... But fortunately, that hurt has gone in no time!! Yay!! After that, i just sleep and sleep until i realize that the time already show 13.45!! OMG!! I slept to long! I don't have any breakfast or lunch yet!! Oh my gosh!!
So awfull. But I think, "That's ok. That already happened and I just have to continue my day". With that, I have a good idea. I decided to use this free day with watch a movie with my two younger sisters (deris and velis). After velis come home from her school, we went to Plaza Indonesia by busway. But somehow, today's busway run so slowly make my head boiled! Even bicycle run more faster than busway! (-_-;).
At 16.45, we arrive at PI, huu... That movie play at 16.35. So we run so fast to the theater. Fortunately, we can catch it. We watch despicable me. That movie very funny which make us laugh and laugh every minute, ha3x.
Hmmm... today had so much fun I think... and when i surfing internet I found website which give an example how to make a bento. That's make me want to make it once too, :). I hope I can do it..
So awfull. But I think, "That's ok. That already happened and I just have to continue my day". With that, I have a good idea. I decided to use this free day with watch a movie with my two younger sisters (deris and velis). After velis come home from her school, we went to Plaza Indonesia by busway. But somehow, today's busway run so slowly make my head boiled! Even bicycle run more faster than busway! (-_-;).
At 16.45, we arrive at PI, huu... That movie play at 16.35. So we run so fast to the theater. Fortunately, we can catch it. We watch despicable me. That movie very funny which make us laugh and laugh every minute, ha3x.
Hmmm... today had so much fun I think... and when i surfing internet I found website which give an example how to make a bento. That's make me want to make it once too, :). I hope I can do it..
It has been a long time...
Wew, I haven't update my blog for a long time now. There's so much things to do, there is some brokedown and etc. Make me don't have an urge to write something (what the!? u just lazy, isn't it!? ha3x). But now, I already made up my mind and decided to comeback again to this blog. Hmp... so happy to write again...
