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Hi guys! ＼（＾▽＾）／.

 It has been a long time. Busy with life and Harvest Moon (wtf!? ヽ(｀⌒´メ)ノ), I cann’t post anything in my blog. So in this special occasion, I must posting something, didn’t I? （*´▽｀*）.

Like the title above, yeah today is my birthday! (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫･*:.｡. .｡.:*.  My birthday was began with called from my  bf before 12:00 am one day before. We talked, talked and talked until finally, he said “Happy Birthday!”. After that, my lovely sis congrats me this morning before I went to work. There was no special treatment for me. So I didn’t expect for more. That was my thought before “a little surprise” came. My coworkers suddenly came to my room while brought a cute~pinky~box from Marquis! (ˇ_ˇ”) ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ. Maybe for other, this doesn’t mean anything BUT for me, It’s my craving from two days ago, yiipiieeee!!! That was  a delicious cheesecake from Marquis! ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪.  Oh my God, really, I thank so much for them. Two days before, I mumbled to myself that my last craving was Marquis and...hehehehe, u guys know the rest of it.

After went home from work, I had a simple dinner with my fam & my dear finally (Eventhough, I had a little quarrel with my bf before that （ﾉ´д｀)）.  They bought me The Harvest’s blackforest cake and it’s so yummy!! We took several pics together for memories. And unexpectedly, my bf’s friends came too. So we had a great chit chat before they got home. It’s night already (=ↀωↀ=)✧.

Really, for this birthday, I feel so grateful to God. He made my life complete! My precious fam, my dear bf, my sweetiest friends & my friendly coworkers, that was the treasure that cann’t be purchased everywhere.  Thank u so much God! U’re my best Father, Cousin, Friend, Companion & Guardian Angel!  (♥ω♥ ) ~♪.  He teached me His unlimited love for me. That’s why every wish that I said for my birthday’s wish is a Happiness for everyone. That’s sounds universal and unreal but that was my pray last night. My principle for my birthday is always GIVE TO OTHERS. I want to spread my God’s love with my birthday. I hope “this tradition” will continue until my last breath in this world, ٩(●˙▿˙●)۶…⋆ฺ.

Thank’s God for let me born in this world. ❤

Unexpected-Warmth Happiness! ♪♪(o*゜∇゜)o～♪♪

Lol, I don't know how to start this post. Today, my life like a roller coaster! (I hope I don't spell "roller coaster" wrong, sometimes my head got blank & missing some words here and there (⊙﹏⊙✿) ).

So, at 09:00 am, I went to work (Oh yeah, I still work on Saturday coz of my stupid boss), there wasn't any special thing beside I got mad to my coworker (Just called him A). Not because he did some mistake but I scold him coz he is my bestfriend. My stupid boss used A as much as she wants. U guys maybe think that I'm too arrogant or something by comment about this. But let me, explain everything. I never want to intervene to other's problem but this one, I got angry coz my boss's unfairness. I had another coworker called B. U can say this B person, not really discipline at work. Just because, B is my boss's friend, B can do anything he wants. Not only, B neglecting his works & comes late, B OFTEN off from work with reason "Sorry, I got drunk last night..." and with that, my boss accept that reason! (WTF!???? (●__●)). I'm sure if one of us (beside B), get off with that reason, my boss will kick or fired us for sure. Back to main problem, with B's absent, his job was delegated all to my friend, A. At first, I just "Ok, helping it's ok if this for our company" but after several times, I just "Hold on a second! Why did u do all of his job when he didn't even hav any reasonable reason to be off? U hav ur own job to do". I didn't tell A to be bad but to be logic. That's why we hav a job desk, right? So we can do our responsibility properly. I know we always try to be a good person but not to be used like this. There is no wrong with helping but this unfairness is a no-no. Fortunately, A understood what I mean and said will talk to our boss if "her unfairness" comes again. Ahh such a bad boss, really.....

Never mind, continue to 13:00 pm, I was happy to spend my time with my lovely sis & A ♪(´ε｀ ) (with this u will know why I said roller coaster). I asked A to go with me. We chat together while having our delicious lunch, went to pet shop and smile widely while looking at that cute hamster, bunny, doggie & kitten and had snack (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆. That happy time made me forget all of the bad things in the morning! XD. After that, we met our friend & his gf while my lovely sis got home. We had this quick meeting to talk about & do our side job. Quite took my time, especially with my bf kept contact me to know what time I got home (I got another appointment for today). So I quickly did everything and finished it at 16:00 pm. I got ready at home then accompany my bf for the rest of this day until 21:00 pm.

Then, that unexpected & warmth happiness comes! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°. Begin with my simple thought about cook for my sisters, ended with a big laughter & smile,  (｡♥‿♥｡). I cooked a simple~homemade shabu-shabu and asked my fam to eat together. Simple isn't it? Everyday we got busy with our own activities and only meet at night for a few minutes then go to sleep. So I thought there is nothing wrong with this simple plan. And that's what I got, we chat and laughed happily while eating this delicious shabu-shabu.

Stupid me for didn't took a photo earlier, T___T. This is my bowl...

I was grateful, really-really grateful for this little but happy things. Everyone always seek for happiness but if we don't feel grateful for what we already have, we won't find any happiness itself. Don't get me wrong, problems still comes to my life but this happy time, enough to fill my heart and my strength so I can through this life more stronger. Importantly, I thank's to my God for let this happen, (・∀・). And now, It's time to sleep. Tomorrow, I have a full day seminar to attend. I will do my best for my & my fam's happiness! (ง •̀_•́)ง. 

Happy time with my cute HijiGin Shimeji! (‘∀’●)♥

Yup-yup, there is no new event in my life. Just a little happy time with my cute~shimeji (desktop buddies (｡♥‿♥｡) ). Sometimes, I get really stress coz of my job (especially my bad boss, :p ). That's why I keep add everything that can make me happy at my office day by day. I have a cute pillow, a lot of snacks in my drawer, a lot of musics, movies anddddd this cute shimeji 〜(^∇^〜）.

My cute HijiGin Shimeji!! Kyaaa!

I keep smiling, smiling andddd smilingggg when I see them walking, sitting cutely or laying, (❁´◡`❁)*✲ﾟ*. Oh God, I want to hav a real pets like them! XD

It's the day! A beautiful & Tired day for Chinese New Year! （●´∀｀）ノ♡

Gong xi fat chai!!!  *:;,．★ ～☆・:.,;*

Yeah Today was a Chinese New Year day, (ﾉ´▽｀)ﾉ♪. Like what I said in my last post, on Feb 10th, as a chinese people we celebrate a new year / a new shio (Chinese zodiac). There are 12 chinese zodiacs and this year is a snake! As a chinese but wasn't born in China myself, I found myself not really understand about the meaning fully  (I can hear my bf said that I'm stupid （；￣д￣)). Haha enough for my  stupidness. Just skip it to the Chinese new year itself!

As usual, I woke up early this day and quickly, got ready to be pick up by my bf. I rather confused actually when I didn't see my parents at home. Actually I must greeting them first, the main family. But I got nothing beside a quiet and cold room in my house. This thing made my lovely sister got so mad to our parents coz they just went to somewhere we didn't know and they didn't tell us a single thing the day before! Weird for me that I wasn't mad. I understand why they did like that. So I just go with my bf to his fam. Really, this one made me don't like chinese tradition. I'm not~the like crowded & meet a lot of people I didn't know~type and it's hard to me to be there, between them and keep smiling without knowing what I must act. They are a stiff people (not that I prejudiced, they just...ng...like that!). I kept greeting, greeting, smiling, greeeting and smiling.... and....wew did like that for almost 5 hours! (ㄒoㄒ).  I feel like I'm a robot! Gosh... But to kept my mind positively thinking, I thought that "yeah... maybe they like that coz I'm not their fam. I'm just an outsider from their point of view...". At least, I tried so hard to not bring a shame for my bf.

Skip again until 2 pm, finally I can got home and met my parents (it turn out they went to church in the morning then mall until 1 pm). My lovely sis still mad at them that time. She childishly stayed at her room and didn't want to meet our cousins. Not that I mind coz my mind already steal away by my lovely nieces! (‘∀’●)♡. Finally I can meet them after a long-long time! At first, they got so shy and cutely hide behind their mom but after I tried playfully and keep trying to poke them [wtf! u crazy auntie! :p. Forgive me cutie, I love both of u so much until I want to hug u tightly] continuously, the older one want to talk with me, even let me hug a kiss her! (really, I'm not a lesbian. She still 3 years old, LoL). I WAS SO HAPPY and kept smiling until my cousin (her dad) said "Nah, that means u're ready to be a mother. Wir (my bf) just go married quickly". I got (@___@) and replied with my usual answer, "Sorry, I'm not ready yet". Really, for the time being, I still have so many things to do and There are some place I want to go. I already know that when I'm married that means I must to give them a grandchild then keep all of my life busy with just my fam & my children. I don't want to messed up everything by do something that I'm not ready yet myself. So for now, It's a no. Coz now, I already occupied with my fam, my work, my bf and my friends. It rarely for me to get my time alone.

Toss again that semi serious talking, haha. I don't want to fill this post with just my stressful story. After that, we decided to visit my step grandmother's house near my house and happily walked together while holding hands with my niece, kyaaa! (Love is in the air!!). We had a nice chit chat in there for a while until my cousin decided to go home before dark (He have two ~small cutely~ daughters with him so I understand). I kissed (at the cheeks of course!), high fives and kiss bye with my niece, TT___TT (unfortunately her lil sister still shy with me and I cann’t hug her). I hope I can go to their home next time and play to my heart content together. And…… I did something stupid again!. I stupidly forgot to take any pics with my nieces even we only meet once in a year! *slap myself*. I realized that when They already went home! Grrrrrr! A beautiful & Happy moments, to just end with my stupidness, (T____T). (Yeahh, I’m at fault!!! sowrrryyyyyy huu)

Yeah overall, today was a happy day (forget that 5 hours but Don't forget about angpao yeay!). As soon as I arrived at my home, I felt really tired and sleep peacefully......on the floor hahaha! Maybe if I'm a japanese I will sleep on gekkan wkwkwkwk, :p. I woke up at 20.30 pm after hear my bb kept  beep...beep... and beep. That was from my bf, my uncle, my cousin and my friends. So I back to my usual daily life, laying in front of my lappie while calling with my bf. What remain for my schedule is valentine's day. I still didn't know  what present I must give to my bf (we decided to not give each other any chocolate coz I don't like it and he still has a lot of chocolates in his refrigerator @___@).  But this decision was amusing and confusing. It's like more easier for him than me, (~___~). I want to give something special for him but I don't know what it is. At this time, I cann't make any handmade like my previous~handmade~teddy bear or scarf (it's hot in here!). I hope I will find it b4 valentine's day. Tomorrow I will find an idea while accompany my mom to get a haircut. *pray*